when that cat purred~

D3 of intensive cramming. this is sickening.

2011-04-19T22:34:00.001+08:00

it's been long

2011-04-05T01:44:00.000+08:00

hiatus? i was busy with tumblr. and lack of interesting things in life thus the lack of updates. but now... this is troubling. i mean something that just happened that is troubling, not the hiatus. who cares about hiatus.
we are so different. just because i laugh along with the hilarious nonsense u come up with, doesnt make me - doesnt make us the most compatible friends. the enjoyment i felt while being entertained blinded me from seeing all the flaws in this friendship. but somehow, im empty and not worried after all that happened. i guess you could say that i saw it coming? we look at things so differently. and i look at certain things more than u do. its like picking up the different emphasis of the same story.
i apologize for my weird brain, but there is no need to be so riled up.

smiling laughing

2011-03-25T00:14:00.000+08:00

im cracking up so much. lol. i just watched Cyrano Dating Agency. I watched it with the idea of watching a korean drama. The plot is considerably good. Some parts are somewhat draggy for a movie, but i thought it was fine. Maybe because i am so used to korean drama pace. I like Uhm Tae Woong because he is a good actor. Park Shin Hye managed to give off a totally different feel as opposed to You're Beautiful's Go Mi Nam (though i prefer GMN much more cos she's cuter there). Overall, Cyrano Dating Agency was worthwhile of my time.
Just read the latest chapter of Fairytale, Lucy Fire. It has been awhile since Fairytale story line was so humorous. I guess Natsu finally revived his lame-ness and having Natsu pair up with Lucy is the best. Natsu with Happy the Cat is just... boring. haha.

daesung on running man!

2011-03-22T19:16:00.000+08:00

WHAHAHAAH damn funny. i cant wait for full episodes with subs. it looks so fucking hilarious. Look at daesung goooooo. hahha. He's so good at hiding i cant help but applaud. so nimble! so agile! OMG freaking hilarious. I CANT WAIT!
to those who need some preview.. go HERE to watch. bigbangupdates.

blogger vs tumblr vs homework

2011-03-20T01:30:00.000+08:00

blogger: GET THE FUCK OFF TUMBLR
tumblr: hehhehheh. ive got my eyes on you. you're stuck with me.
homework: GET THE FUCK OFF THE INTERNET! just frigging switch off the modem for goodness sake. im piling up and i can barely breathe.

fml.

listen now

2011-03-17T23:24:00.000+08:00

are you feeling like im copying you? probably. i did mention i picked up tumblr because i had to right? perhaps it was not clear enough. so i'll repeat myself again. i picked up tumblr because my new media module requires me to take on a new media experience and write a report about it. so its either tumblr or twitter. but i do not have much to say on twitter so there it is. tumblr it is.
soHAI:) stop making a big fuss about my appearance. or maybe i was reading too much into it. ugh whatevs. this is confusing.

Have you cried during a movie?

2011-03-17T03:32:00.001+08:00

many times.

ask me anything, i'll answer truthfully.

2nd day

2011-03-16T04:41:00.000+08:00

2nd day using tumblr. started because i needed to have some new media experience on a platform i have never tried before. going into the 3rd day of using tumblr and i already have 33 posts. should i just ditch blogger and go to tumblr? but i foresee myself wasting even more time on tumblr looking at interesting things to reblog.
i need to get my scattered attention back together and focus. tutorial preparatory notes to do and group project and assignment. not enjoying this week at all.

woah. who are you?

2011-03-15T01:03:00.000+08:00

it is amazing how some people can act so radically and different from how they used to be. WHAT WAS SHE THINKING!? album with full view of her boobs and butt? woah. that was like porn! i guess i really dont know you.

STOP SHOPPING!

2011-03-13T19:13:00.000+08:00

Having GD to endorse Gmarket doesnt stop me from shopping to drool over his pretty face. Gmarket is addictive.
Too many wants and too little money. I want mini skirts, t-shirts, and shoes!! Was out with ek and the boys. I almost bought a pair of gorgeous heels from Lavena for ~$60. Much cheaper than the STUDIOtangs one. However, i'll have to admit it is difficult to walk in them because they are higher than my pair of red wedges. But i want~!
OMG i was planning to refrain myself from shopping but writing this post is making me want to do so more! This is not helping at all.

grumpy old woman

2011-03-12T01:11:00.000+08:00

that's me. have been a grumpy old lady since i left school to go to the IT fair alone and i had to drag that humongous printer out of the exhibition center alone. then i took a cab that cost $32.50 when the journey was only from suntec to simei. then i realise i missed the assignment submission dateline again. then ive been grumpier than ever.
sudden urge to break curfew. i should get sound proofing for my room so i could blast Tonight from my laptop and dance to it. that way i dont need to indulge myself in clubs and ive got all the alcohol i need at home anyway. someone ask me out tomorrow night please? i dont want to do anything productive.

I just wanted to hear.

2011-03-09T14:16:00.000+08:00

i often call to tell you i would do something just to have you stop me. all i wanted was to hear "no" coming out from your mouth. all i wanted was to hear concern and care because i knew you would not want to watch me fall.
if you ever did such a thing for me. thank you for watching out for me. thank you for knowing what is right for me. Even though some times i may be stubborn and turn a deaf ear to what you say, thank you.

Do you believe in ghosts?

2011-03-08T19:49:00.003+08:00

yes.

ask me anything, i'll answer truthfully.

What was your favorite TV show as a child?

2011-03-08T19:49:00.001+08:00

ive got no childhood memories. I think i used to watch power rangers with my brother? but i dont like it. Teletubies? I dont like them either. Gosh ive got no childhood D:

ask me anything, i'll answer truthfully.

What kind of music can you just not stand to listen to?

2011-03-08T19:47:00.001+08:00

HARD METAL. noisy la. no offence.

ask me anything, i'll answer truthfully.

What was the most interesting place you've traveled to?

2011-03-08T19:46:00.001+08:00

the railway near my grandparents' house. i walked near the black-white houses and it was so tranquil there.

ask me anything, i'll answer truthfully.

2011-03-08T17:03:00.003+08:00

if only it was that simple.

void noun formal 1 a situation in which something important that is usually present is no longer there
2 the sad feeling caused by the loss of someone or something you love
3 an extremely large empty space
nothing much. just feeling empty. lets go get a piercing or a tattoo. in need for some physical pain.

/edit: OMG i went to read forums about people feeling empty and they talk about having no hope in life. i dont mean empty in that manner. Im not going to hang myself over the feeling that nothing excites me. just need an activity to keep my life interesting. Now back to 5 page reflection report! GO! :(

I WANT!!

2011-03-05T06:16:00.000+08:00

OMG DID I MENTION I SAW A DAMN CHIO PAIR OF HEELS AT TANGS AND IT COSTS $129. I REALLY WANT IT. GONNA SAVE UP MONEY AND BUY THAT HOTTIE SOON. MAO CANT WAIT!!

2011-03-05T02:49:00.000+08:00

1. Oops. I missed the deadline for one of the assignments by 4 hours and the submission folder has closed. GREAT.

2. Movies i want to watch:
-Red Riding Hood premiering on 10th March
-My Black Mini Dress. Korean chick flick with Yoon Eun Hye and Park Han Byul. Eye Candy time:D
-Never Let Me Go. My favourite actress Kiera Knightley!
-The Dating Guru. Park Shin Hye and Uhm Tae Woong (THE AHJUSSHI FROM COFFEE PRINCE!!) Mmmm i like.
-Finding Mr. Destiny. Ok this one... im no so sure. Gong Yoo from Coffee Prince. Not exactly my fave. Shall see how.
But the chances of me going down to the cinema to watch all these is really low. HAHA. i'll end up watching on my laptop once again. Ah, copyright issues. Shush.

3. New wallet:D Oh but dang. It doesnt fit all my things like how my current one does. So im heading back down to isetan to ask for a change in design. I hope they allow.

4. Lots of salty food stock up in my room now:D I went crazy shopping at the market in isetan today. Oh and i changed the position of my table btw. Dont be shocked the next time u come my house. There'll be more space to play mj and simone wont hit her head against the edge of the table now. And hopefully people wont break the roller of the pull-out bed ;) no worries ive got lots of spare rollers now.

1.5 pages

2011-03-02T07:29:00.001+08:00

i procrastinated. ALOT. so i finally started on my psychology paper and i have written 1.5 pages worth of it. I dont think i can add more to it and anyway the maximum length is 2pages. Ugh headache. I can barely keep my eyes open. It's been awhile, to feel this tired. Well of course i would, it is 7.30 am for goodness sake. Let us see what time i'll wake up today.
oh one thing for sure: i wouldnt play tonight. cos i'll be zombie-ish.

soaking in cold water

2011-03-02T04:53:00.000+08:00

looks like play is canceled. and i have yet to get beyond my 2 liner "essay". it is supposed to be two PAGES. there's still a brochure to make.
sulk.

same old thing

2011-03-01T22:59:00.000+08:00

oh boring life. nothing much to describe. recess week is over so is midterms for me. i dont think i did well but oh wells. i did not really study so what can i ask for. then there's 2 assignments due on friday. but i have barely started. and ive made a promise to myself that i would only go to play after finishing those two assignments. hmmm... HOW!!!???
anyway i found a new drama to watch:D YAY haha. but that means that i am doomed for the assignment. My Princess looks cute. Kim Tae Hee. i know im slow but i didnt want to start when it is still broadcasting. oh and im waiting for Midas to finish too (it just started. LOL) No Min Woo. AAAHHHH. lol.
btw i read her blog and im glad to hear that their relationship is growing. some say he's a bad influence. but who am i to say? who are you to say? if she didnt have that tendency to become like this she wouldnt have. Still, smoking is bad for health. that for sure i know.

growing old

2011-02-25T03:58:00.000+08:00

was looking at all the old photos on fb. and those photos are taken only 2 years ago? but i look so different! a totally different feel to "me". then it finally dawned on me -- how much i have grown and how old i am getting D:
HAHA anyway i had fun on 24th. 24th started really early. a continuous event from 10pm to 3am. spontaneous but the best night ever. then BIGBANG COMEBACK from 3am to 6am. TONIGHT <3 Cafe <3 What is Right <3 the songs are catchy but i still love haru haru best. haha. an afternoon of tiredness and dragging myself around then shopping at bugis street at 6pm-8pm. SO HAPPY. haha while shopping i felt so energized. haha.
ive been studying on and off since 12am. but i have yet to finish the 1st chapter of psychology. this is bad.

WAHAHAH!!

2011-02-21T02:18:00.002+08:00

can i buy these? oh pretty please? HAHAHA. was randomly shopping on gmarket because i was so bored and itching to buy something. spotted these crazy animal pajamas costume. NYAAA sho kewt! HAHAH. some one please buy for meeeee. before i buy it for u on ur birthday. haha. too tempting. omg frigging insanely cute. haha. i cant decide whether i like the black-n-white cow, chicken, squirrel or the lion. aaaah

you?

2011-02-20T19:03:00.000+08:00

i need a drink. okay maybe more than just one. maybe one everyday for this week. i need to sun tan too. i need to go crazy and let lose. and i need a friend who'll do all that with me. now i know what i want. but where do i find what i need.

regret?

2011-02-20T01:54:00.000+08:00

i watched black swan with my dad. cos i refused to stay home after all that dilemma. black swan was a great movie. perhaps not the best movie when i was having conflicting thought in my mind before watching. it left me wondering without i have split personality of what. lol. but idk. i wanted to play. but not with pple i dont know or feel comfortable with yet. then again. looking at how far wednesday seems. i regret not playing after all. i need a blueprint for my life. all this conflicting thoughts are too tiring. ive always led my life according to my wants. but for the first time, i cant decide what i truly want.

ouch

2011-02-17T22:44:00.000+08:00

why do you hope for more when you already know that its a dead end down that road? silly heart. stop fooling yourself.
recess weeeeeek. yayy. oh but there's midterms after recess week. and since i've been skipping so many lessons i should study properly this once during the break so that i would at least know what the question is asking right? but why am i itching to party already? friday~! which is tomorrow by the way. going down to uniqlo to get bigbang uniqlo t-shirts:D i want the colourful lightning one that GD wore in his photoshoot. haven't see anyone wearing it yet. i hope uniqlo singapore has that design:):):)

If you could only watch one TV show what would it be?

2011-02-15T23:41:00.001+08:00

Running man!! hilarious thing.

ask me anything, i'll answer truthfully.

busybusybusy bee

2011-02-15T23:37:00.000+08:00

ive been on hiatus for 5 days. haha. not that long hiatus after all. lots of things happening at the same time. two projects going on concurrently. and tutorials and valentines and my cough that has lasted 3 weeks. so ive been busy. but idky, sudden craving to bake. been searching for apple cinnamon cupcake recipes. and im so itching to bake them. but once again, no time. was planning to do it tmr since i would need a long time starting from scratch (with all the flour and all). but there's project meeting. and oh! i wanted to suntan at ek's house too. mehhh. will have to wait till recess week i guess.
there's psych midterm and other things aft recess week. aish, i think it is time to study. but i was planning to party on recess week again. haha.

ah fug

2011-02-10T01:10:00.001+08:00

no fucking way i can do this. i keep falling back into the same pattern every semester, every year. the practice of finding a subject i hate. i know how i just totally give up on a subject once i find it a chore to read through and it just doesnt interest me no matter how many times i go back to it and give it another chance. but every time. EVERYTIME!! i'll end up finding one such thorn in the ass bothering me and making my life miserable. wasting my time, because i cant back out of it now and i cant move ahead either. fucking road block.

formspring.me

2011-02-09T23:23:00.001+08:00

ask me anything, i'll answer truthfully. http://formspring.me/wenqing

dislike dislike

2011-02-09T18:00:00.000+08:00

preparatory notes. eww. readings. ewww. tutorials. EEWWW. blahhhh. dislike dislike!!! fml still have projects to brainstorm. *whine~* *kicking around* *throwing tantrum on the floor*
i want a cat. feel like growing claws and scratching things now. frustration.

AAAHHH finally

2011-02-09T05:29:00.000+08:00

ive finally completed the assignment. FML. took me so long. all my JC H2 biology knowledge were thrown so far away i can no longer recall them. tsk tsk. SLEEEEEP. gotta wake up at 8.30. dang mebbe 9am instead. 30mins is alot.

eck

2011-02-09T03:26:00.000+08:00

coughing up phlegm once again. my mom fed me snake guts. or whatever 蛇胆 is. but it sure reduces the number of coughs i make. or maybe it is just illusion because i get so engrossed in the computer i barely realise my throat is itching. haha. but SHIT!! im still stuck at question 4 of genes and society assignment. BLARRR. dislike dislike dislike. tomorrow have to wake up at 8.30 for doctor appointment. then there's japanese study project to research on and nm project and OMG social work tutorial. YIKES.

oh gg

2011-02-08T02:44:00.001+08:00

MEOWW
so well i wasted my monday night away. haha. i watched running man. hilarious as usual. the work-out-ktv was insane. Watching their faces contort in pain. and OMG gwangsoo's stunt of sitting on the pole instead of relying on his weak arm muscles to hang on the pull-up bar. And the sitting on cone thing! HAHAHA. Running man is always full of crazy ideas to entertain the audience. Then i went around looking at blogshops but never buying. haha. *cough cough* dang i need honeeeeey. kill this throat for me. straining myself to stop coughing out loud is gonna train my stomach muscles eh. good work out i guess?
oh dang, i still have not touch the genes and society assignment which is due on wednesday9am!! Meeting at 12pm tmr at central lib. then another meeting online at 10plus pm. so im left with roughly 5hrs btwn to do assignment? fat chance! i'll probably end up chionging it in the middle of the night again.

realization

2011-02-06T15:50:00.000+08:00

LESSON 1: What Mom says is always right

surveying my cny injuries. one scratch on my left ankle, one on my 2nd toe, one on my right knee. some bitch accidentally stepped on my still slightly swollen toe D: and my new green flats are dirtied. coughing like a tb patient now and then i realised why my mom kept trying to stop me from going to clubs. sorry mom, you're always right. but you knew i wouldnt listen right? :P i'll keep this in mind and hopefully the next time we fall into the same cycle i'll remember the consequences of not listening to you. HAHA.

LESSON 2: My biggest flaw...

i took me awhile to learn that i wouldnt be called what i dont like if i just stop doing what i dont like being called. ok i hope you get that previous sentence. haha. but part of my brain is screaming "BUT ITS YOUR NATURE!!!" hahaha. while i try so hard to justify myself and differentiate myself from her, it just shows that im no different. that is because i know what exactly is the problem but i just ignore it and leave it be. Indifference and reluctance to change. what makes me better than her when i actually know what i need to do but dont do it? i should practice what i preach.

love hate

2011-02-06T04:50:00.002+08:00

i cant say i love who i am now. but i swear, tomorrow i'll be a better person.
/man that sounds like the addict gambler advertisement. haha. but i mean it. i'll stop after tonight. i dont see any holidays coming soon. so i'll keep low for however long i need to, and do better in my academic. in fact i actually made a list of all my assignments i need to complete by monday. but the moment she asked, i just couldnt say no. haha. i knew my eyes lit up. and i know i'll probably bounce back the next holiday, which is something i'll need lots of nagging on. but till then, watch me.

and crystal, im feeling guilty for ditching you tonight. after the phone call i felt bad cos it seemed like i found sleeping over not fun enough. which is actually true o.O its the mindset i need to change. before it gets worse. and dang, you need to scold me if you feel unhappy k? if not i'll just take it for granted. HAHA. sorry, love<3

watch what you say

2011-02-06T04:17:00.000+08:00

yea i would probably lower myself that much. i know how contradicting it is that what i hate to hear is the fact. how much i hate being called a clubber when i keep going like almost every other day. but listen now, I HATE ADVERTISING THAT FACT. so stop with the nickname calling. i dont just go all the time. i know my limits which is why i dont go on on school days. you get me? just because you dont share my common love for nightlife doesnt mean you have to criticize it. im still that normal friend you meet in the day and i do actually stay sober for majority of my time. just to note, i dont even get drunk every other time i club either. I FREAKING KNOW MY LIMITS! you should probably get that im hurt by what you called me. clubaholic just sounds like you dislike the person you THINK i am.

the strongest

2011-02-05T15:57:00.000+08:00

i was fed e strongest liquor of e club yesterday night at helipad. well i drank it bcos i'll practically drink anything u pass to me due to pride unless im certain i would k.o. after downing it. for example, i'll definitely decline a beer liquor mixture or a redwine liquor mix. my experience tells me that my stomach doesnt take mixes well. haha. so anyway, that strong liquor i didnt even know e name was a freaking high alcoholic content shot that burned my throat as much as e chinese liquor joz's fren brought on phailed butter night. i practically choked on it. even the glass of 1862 Whiskey wasnt that choking even though e effects were e same. HAHA. still, why serve a drink so strong to a girl? you're up to no good.

my nightlife

2011-02-05T15:42:00.000+08:00

omg what's with her. suddenly preaching about my actions and nightlife. even the clothes i wear. ive always wore this kind of outfits so why suddenly remind me that im meeting the older generation so be discreet. It's CNY for goodness sake!! Yea ive always been aware of the consequences of my actions. so fear what? Im young and full of energy. HAHA. it would be useless to stay home since all our family does is watch the television in silent. dad doesnt play mahjong. so what family time are you asking of out of me?
anyways, a random confession: I WANT A BUTCH SIS. haha. just wondering what kind of sister she'll be if i have one. LOL.

terribly bored

2011-02-03T01:25:00.000+08:00

cny doesnt feel very festive after all. all the party mood cant seem to be satisfied because pple are busy having family reunion.why cant you approve of my nightlife? i know its a bad habit and all but im young and there's a long road ahead. why not enjoy now because you never know when you'll drop dead. all that energy will be useless when you're stuck in a coffin.
reading sleeping beauty series. um im not a perv. it was introduced by gtop's baby goodnight mv. haha. go google it and you'll understand why im trying to be as brief about this as possible. haha.

saito okichi

2011-01-29T02:21:00.000+08:00

http://www.flickr.com/photos/marielclayton/4298363414/
randomly stumbled upon this barbie doll photographer from a link from sixpegs. and this story was so touching and the image, the depiction of the story by this photographer is even better. the tinge of sorrow and depression. it left me feeling like ive learnt something.

my bad

2011-01-29T01:43:00.000+08:00

ive decided on my stand. on how i would act towards you from now on. sorry for sending out the wrong message in the first place. i needed to know before making the decision. in fact, i wanted to know. because i thought it was worth a try. because i was intrigued and distant in the first place. but i guess i was wrong. we really dont clique even after trying. so if you start realizing the change in attitude, i guess you know what i mean.
things are going to get messy now. this social circle is kinda weird but survivable in. haha.
once my toe recovers im gonna fucking party again. dang im sick of being handicapped.

welcoming the rabbit

2011-01-26T22:28:00.000+08:00

this is so not a cny post. haha
im here to complain about how unlucky i am while i wait for rabbit yr to come. haha. i bought a rabbit ring a long while ago from chic-obsession. super cute. and even though i kept singing praises at it about how much i love it despite it being too big for my finger, it doesnt bring luck eh. haha. i fall sick, then i wham my foot against the leg of the sofa and injured my toe. then i went to the chinese sensei to get it twisted and pulled at and scrapped. wwaaaahhh, that sensei got me squirming in pain on the patient bed. but it sure feels better now. because it is wrapped up so thickly i cant even feel the toe now. haha.

[EngSub] G-Dragon (What Do You Want?)

2011-01-23T18:45:00.000+08:00

Finally went around to check out the lyrics of highhigh cd. haha. slow. i know. but this song is so cute!! first i loved the melody because it is so adorable like jaychou's “我很忙”. Then i read the lyrics. OMG CUTE TTM!! hahah.

not so happy me

2011-01-23T02:30:00.000+08:00

i tried going to sleep. i really did. but my nose kept bothering me and i couldnt breathe. let alone sleep.
i hate catching a cold. because it'll take me weeks, even months, before i completely recover. first it'll be running nose/ nasal congestion, then sore throat because i keep using my mouth to breath, then cough. by the end of the whole cycle, i would have lost who knows how many pounds and look like some malnourished kid. but this time the cycle is slightly tweaked. i puke 3 times first, recover, fall ill again after eating spicy pork floss which my mother enticed me into. haha. i meant to say it started with a sore throat. but i couldnt avoid sharing my thoughts that it was partly my mother's fault. haha. she thinks im just blaming her. but i didnt know it was SPICY pork floss. i didnt even enjoy eating it cos it was spicy:(

changing

2011-01-19T17:13:00.000+08:00

after falling ill and researching on that present (as mentioned previously) ive decided to change my sleeping habits to going to sleep at 1am:D haha. even though the doctor says my illness was caused by lack of sleep, which btw i strongly do not agree to, i will diligently catch up on my sleep from now on. but seriously!! ive always been sleeping like this, why all of the sudden puke 3 times and feel so uncomfortable?! CHEY. that whole monday incident was just weird and terrible.
anyway, maybe i'll shift sleeping hours to 12am starting next week. omg dreadful tutorials are about to begin D: i'll become Cinderella running away when the clock strikes 12. lol.

paranoia

2011-01-17T03:16:00.000+08:00

researching on her present left me fearing about my own condition. it is freaking me out and making me hallucinate this feeling of tiredness in my eyes. or maybe this feeling is true since it is 3am already. dear girl. you better be thankful i did this for you. because soon, i think i'll end up buying one for myself if this continues on. GO SLEEP!! ahhhh. dark eye circles are haunting me.

UWWAAA ㅠ.ㅠ

2011-01-16T00:35:00.001+08:00

omg secret garden episode 17 is really tear inducing. i chatted with ek's friend the other day over lunch and she mentioned that the episode is emotional and all boo-hoo-ing. and seriously!! it really almost made my tears fall out. was all watery eyes and stuff. mannn howwww.. i'll get emo and start searching for more things to make me cry once i start.
edit: i finished watching episode 17. and im crying like a baby now.

lazy saturday afternoon

2011-01-15T16:13:00.001+08:00

i prefer oneway's acoustic version. not that i dont like junsu. in fact, junsu is my fave member in 2pm. but i just like acoustic versions of everything. likewise for haruharu.
feel like walking around in a raincoat and boats. but oh wait, i dont have those. haha. thinking about hanging around with a camera and looking for good pastries and coffee. then again, i cant decide whether i actually like roaming around alone. by the time i finally decide that, i must be home to cook dinner already. HAHA. oh man. i wanna eat cakes!!!

no such thing

2011-01-12T22:50:00.000+08:00

dont try to be a freak and place rules. the more you clamp down, the more we fight back. dont you know anything about parenting a rebel? rules and promises exists to be broken. and im not a little child. even if my mental age isnt what my actual age is, and i never know what behavior is required of myself.. i know every well how i dont want to behave. i'll never do what you want me to. just to spite you. kthxbye.

and so?

2011-01-11T21:46:00.000+08:00

you dragged me away from the computer to make me listen to all that crap. about how unfair you feel about the way he treats you, about how he is always so bohchap and you are always the one who has to 包山包海. why are you even telling me all these? ive long withdrew myself away from the job of being aunty lucy. so stop telling me all that couple disputes like i would offer any help to it. because this issue is between you both. and if you've been living like this for 30years without voicing out that unhappiness, why do it now? to someone who has no say in it.

my twisted mind

2011-01-11T02:53:00.000+08:00

pessimistic. every time i take a stroll down memory lane, i meet road blocks of events ive screwed up and i just cant get over it. i'll be so humiliated by that certain portion that i cant even look past it and think about the happier things that happened around the same time period. i'll just delve deeper until i can no longer stand looking at myself and totally go crazy before stopping the whole reminiscing action that involves no sense of nostalgia. and its evident that i would screw up at least once in every part of my life so when will i ever get to let it go and feel nostalgic for good reasons? maybe that's why i never remember my past. because i cant even get over it myself.
screwed up. the love hate relationship i have with some people is something you're totally clueless about. how weird my mind works never fails to amuse me. and how little ive grown mentally is another amazing fact. for someone whom ive only interacted for less than one year to point out a problem in my character that the counselor did when i was in sec 4 is shocking and sets me on reflection. i wonder why no one else ever bothered pointing that out these two years. well, i must say, she sees me clearer than anyone and she knows all my darkest secrets. but regardless, knowing that that trait still exists doesnt change anything. because that trait is ignorance and indifference combined.

/i should stop with the depressing reflective posts but somehow, i thought you should know who you're dealing with. or maybe who you thought you were dealing with.

school starts

2011-01-10T00:57:00.000+08:00

im in no mood to study. i was never in such mood to begin with. this one month have been a great break. i have went to so many places and so many times that my heart is stray and feels like it will be tough to head back to studying. 3 times since the new year started. and its getting into my system. like im born to play. haa. i dread school and having 10am lectures on thursdays is such a let down. but part of me is glad and thankful. because i know, if i keep up with this lifestyle it'll be hard to ever turn back.

HAHA bastard

2011-01-08T14:41:00.001+08:00

some crazy guy screaming at the top of his lung saying his computer cant load the internet cos im stealing all the bandwidth. HAHA madman. like i care. with his anger and attitude like this nothing will wanna load for him. quit messing with the broadband and unplugging the modem. i want my videos to load. HAHA i win :D

timetable

2011-01-06T18:28:00.001+08:00

omg this is insane. ahaha. im planning a three day week. it is actually possible. ending at 8pm on mondays and maybe 6pm on odd thursdays and all fridays. long days. but THREE DAY WEEK. OMG. what am i going to do on tuesdays and wednesdays?? GO FREAKING GET A JOB. HAHA. money money moneyyyy~
im just left with tutorial bidding. HAPPY:D because i wont need to appeal for mods this semester. i guess it was worth the freaking out and all the stress from watching cors bidding system. im loving my timetable. for now. because im only looking at it and not going thru it yet :P
//note to self: BUY PSYCH TEXTBOOK!!

im so bored

2011-01-06T15:58:00.001+08:00

ive got nothing else to do while i wait for the video to load. constantly checking cors like it is the stock market, and as if i was EVER interested in stocks. im just bored. and lazy to move. have not wash up since i woke up (EWW i know, disgusting). have yet to consume my first meal which, by the way, is the leftover of what i cooked for dinner yesterday. but since im so lethargic, i shall continue sitting on this chair and share what i did yesterday night/this morning.
so i met simone at singplaza in those clothes (D: ugh i didnt want to meet pple i know looking like that. at least not when im somber) then i did a horrible job of doing make up for simone, which she cleared up the mess after (HAHA, i cant help pple tie pleats nor makeup, but i can do just fine for myself) then we went to supper (which is called soul now, it changed i guess?) the music was good mainstream songs and danceable. but dancefloor was empty and crowd is old. used up 2free drinks coupon and went to butter. then the night lasted really long...

lovely

2011-01-06T05:37:00.001+08:00

thank you to the guy from the fullerton bay hotel. he gave us a bottle of mineral water each and helped us get a cab even tho we are obviously not the hotel's customers and we just came out of butter. he was so sweet :) oh and im such a bitch. territory means a hell lot to me. and if you invade, i'll shove swing around and grind you like a lioness. haha. analogy eh.

avoiding

2011-01-01T07:21:00.001+08:00

i live in denial. but admitting that makes it contradicting too.
i often spend time thinking about my past actions and wrongdoings while i bathe and focus on minute things like untying the knots in my hair. and every time i recall a memory, i would change bits of it to make it more bearable and less embarrassing to review. sometimes i wonder if i actually covered up so much of the truth in my memory that all that is left are lies and i am living in a manufactured past. i can no longer tell the difference between dream and reality.
and there are so many things i like to avoid. so much i would run away at all cost. even if it means going against a promise i make to someone.

in search for...

2011-01-01T04:43:00.000+08:00

hello all. im looking for a volunteer clubber friend who can stand dancing the whole night till 4am with little rests and is vip to clubs so i can get in for free and pay for my drinks. it'll be a bonus if you have a car/ a chauffeur to drive us home. LOL. if any of you actually meet all that criteria im guessing you're more of a sugar daddy than just a simple club-going friend. HAHA.

sleeeeep

2010-12-31T03:33:00.000+08:00

i was going to sleep. i was going to brag about how ive managed to push forward my sleeping hour by an hour each day. then WHY DO I FEEL LIKE WATCHING ANOTHER EPISODE AFTER WRITING THIS!? after washing my face and applying the blemish medicine miraculously im not feeling tired any more. wth. but im definitely hungry. haha.
she asks me to mop the floor tomorrow. even though i have not been doing much at home other than cooking dinner that is close to being inedible (self assessment), and vacuuming the floor once, im feeling very much unfair. haha, the brat in me is acting up again. but seriously, that guy is barely home even though he is having a holiday. and obviously he doesnt help with the household chores. dang. now im irritated and hungry.

secret garden

2010-12-30T04:21:00.000+08:00

HAHA starting a new drama AGAIN. lol, i realise most of my posts are abt kpop/kdrama/kvariety shows that i watch. boring eh? well secret garden seems interesting. and i stopped watching marry me, mary! halfway around episode 10? it was getting a little draggy and boring.
bidding for mods are killing me. always a fuss to decide how i am going to suffer for another 4 months. and trying to arrange for friends to join in me mods is tedious too. im going to try independence for another 4 months. ive been doing fine for a while in sem1 anyways.
i was also thinking about finding a new hobby to do at home since im wasting so much time on kdramas. i actually asked my mother what i should do at home other than watching kdrama. and now, i think i'll not carry it out after all. HAHA. secret garden and gossip girl will be enough to keep me busy for another week at least:P but anyway, anybody wanna ask me out for first week of january? my last week of freedom, but its not like i'll not play when the sem starts. should i sleep now? i guess yes.

xoxo

2010-12-27T22:29:00.000+08:00

love gossip girl. haha. finished watching season 1. still a long way to catch up. but woah, im really easily influenced by what i see or watch. eating my word of wanting to quit partying for a while. just one day and im bored of staying at home all day. gotta find someone to keep me company but i dont quite have any craving to do anything either. partying portrayed by gossip girls sure looks inviting. HAHA. no no no, girl dont fall in it again.

tis the season to be jolly

2010-12-26T16:19:00.001+08:00

fra lalalalala. but even so. it doesnt mean you can live the way you did for the past two days. you were not even conscious for 10 hours during christmas. wasted. despite the madness and fun that you actually experience while booze kicks in, it is temporary and the side effects like feeling extremely uncomfortable the next day is totally not worth it. wake up and keep away from the booze.
/ oh and apparently this post contradicts the previous one. but trust this, im sombre now. so nothing said or done in the last 15hours was what i intended or meant.

booze

2010-12-26T04:36:00.001+08:00

im ashamed. for being how i was in the public. it is embarrassing to be clearing out your stomach over something you consumed too quickly. but i guess no one was clear minded when they left timbre since i got back all the cupcakes i made for everyone and even someone's shoe. hahah. i had fun tho. i actually enjoyed the night of dizziness and semi-conciousness. HAHA.

my sleeping habit

2010-12-22T06:45:00.000+08:00

i know it is insane to be awake at this hour. and obviously i did not wake up early. i just didnt sleep. which sane person does that? well, i guess not me:P but i actually have a reason for staying up late watching videos. rather, i should phrase it this way: "i found a reason as to why it is better to watch videos at insane hours of the day". haha. the videos load faster. MUCH faster after 11pm. and i hate waiting for videos to load because it drives me into my grave seeing the image stop at awkward expressions that make pple look hilarious. LOL.

ROARRR

2010-12-21T21:35:00.000+08:00

why wont the video load!!! im super irritated these days. i cant find clothes to buy even though i REALLY wanna buy new clothes. ive been looking around for black wedges and that day i spent the whole afternoon walking wisma, taka and ion but found nothing i really wanted/could wear. somehow nothing is able to satisfy my expectation. is something terribly wrong with my taste or am i just having too high an expectation?

highhigh

2010-12-20T00:28:00.000+08:00

i was dead tired till i started watching gdtop's highhigh live performance. its on replay now. and i can dance to it the whole night nonstop. HAHA. omg. their heads swinging side to side together is just too adorable. gd raises eyebrow! "say high high high high high"!! GD look so happy. ahhh. i cant stop watching the inkigayo performance. at this rate i'll probably memorize their every move and expression in that video!

promise

2010-12-18T03:14:00.003+08:00

haha okay so promises are made to be broken. haha. im such an asshole. haha. im watching running man from the start. and omo, joongki is so awesome. haha. jozette keeps saying im cheating on jiyong. but they are all so cute i cant help but fall in love. haha. when gtop makes their official comeback i promise i'll be a faithful and loyal fan supporting bigbang without any signs of straying. haha.

running man

2010-12-17T04:01:00.000+08:00

was watching running man. the one where song joong ki gave a surprise kiss. haha. but honestly, he has very little air time on that show. but somehow, that show never fail to make me crack up and laugh till my tummy hurts. its hilarious when you see how fail but witty they are when they try to get away from their "hunter". and it has the excitement in it when you watch them being chased around. occasionally, i'll pity the artistes because it is physically tiring to be on that show running around and having to make smart comments to have more air time.

GTOP

2010-12-16T20:29:00.002+08:00

ripped this off allkpop. haha. GTOPPPP<3

confused

2010-12-16T19:21:00.001+08:00

the sky has been dark the whole day i cant differentiate whether it is night now. i woke up at 6pm. omg yes. 6 pm. was rolling about in bed drifting to and from sleep and semi awake. haha. i love rainy days. they're are best for lazy souls like me:D
tomorrow is friday im going to the optician with my parents early afternoon to get my spectacles adjusted till it is most comfortable. so i should probably keep to my promise that i'll sleep at 1am. i didnt keep it yesterday. but the result was i found many new blogshops worth following. haha. itching to buy this blue dress i saw on vanillalollies. $28 isnt that expensive for a dress i guess? i cant decide.
funny people are adding me on facebook. people i totally dont know.
i hope saturday's kite-flying and picnic will happen. just saturday without rain please. i love rain every other day. just not this saturday.

back in action

2010-12-16T04:19:00.000+08:00

my time of the month is over and im feeling all set for party once again. but no one is free to entertain me now. not even crazy but ever-spontaneous jozzie:( she has invigilating job next week and even meeting up for a kite-flying/picnic this week is tough. rain spoiled the fun and we're gonna run on a tight schedule on saturday. rach is overseas doing cip, the ntu people are having exams, im not close enough with simone, going out at night is difficult for ek... OMG do i not have friends? where is everyone??

노민우 드럼 , Boom Boom Pow, Black Eyed Peas

2010-12-14T15:37:00.000+08:00

for those who know me. ive always been more of a fan of pretty beautiful flower boys. hahah. but DAMN! HE'S HAWT!!! OMG. NO MIN WOO~ my desire to learn drums is ignited once again.

i want

2010-12-14T04:30:00.000+08:00

have been eying this pair of wedges for the longest time. $54 on hauteurban-spree.blogspot.com. actually i do have the money. i just dont dare to spend it. 50 dollars is a big sum. and watching it disappear from my bank account at one go is scary. but haha, what's the difference when i spend 21.50 dollars on two rings? i just need to do that twice and the same amount would be gone. besides, spending money on Polaroid films are just as bad. but somehow it isn't that painful. haizzz..i need a new pair of black heels.

yay

2010-12-14T00:44:00.000+08:00

mission two accomplished. heh. but its just a plain fudge cake. nothing special. i dont know why i was expecting more. haha. found a new drama to watch. triple :D has song joong ki my newest obsession. ahah. and lee sun gyun. the ajusshi from coffee prince and the adorable chef cook in pasta. ahhh. yay. happy. but the quality sucks eh. tudou. haiz.

MISSION

2010-12-13T18:03:00.001+08:00

mission one: make kite
failed. i tore up 3 kites so far. D: just when i thought my final one would be a success. while trying to alter it and make it less flimsy, the pulling off the tape tore up my kite!! ugh. gonna try making a less flimsy one tonight.
mission two: bake devil's food fudge cake
ingredients bought. all is set and ready to go. just need to make sure its edible. haha. and not chaotar. im hungryyyy. skipped lunch again.

wandering soul

2010-12-12T16:33:00.000+08:00

im living like a person without soul recently. have been drifting around the house aimlessly, spending 90% of my time awake at one area--the computer. there isnt much things left to do online but i refuse to search for new activities to do. thinking about baking something for christmas because im too lazy to go out shopping for presents for other people. id rather go shopping for my own accessories and clothes :P but im afraid of how horrible e food i bake would turn out because ive never baked before. and my permed hair is losing e curls. its turning into slightly more than a wave. which is worrying. it has to stay curly for at least 4 months to make it worth its price. which means $1 per day. and im returning back to my blogshopping habit. found a nice accessory blogshop with rings that ive been looking for everywhere :D but oh man, my money is going to flow like a running tape away from me. argh.

HAPPY LIKE F-

2010-12-10T03:09:00.000+08:00

hahaha. well e vulgarity because of e person i hung out with today. HAHAHAH. um i went for job interview today! i hope i get it. i need cash and it sounds like a really good experience :D then i went for doc appointment which i was late for and went shopping with joz!!! but it was not a fruitful trip bcos i bought one greyish greenish blackish bandage skirt and she didnt buy anything. but we had lots of fun during dinner crapping and camwhoring and POLAROIDS!!! :D :D :D totally fun. and e food at with a pinch of salt is GREAT!! i seldom compliment food because half e time i say things are o-kay or not bad. but the beef stew we ate was PUUURRRFECT! damn shiok! GO TRY K!!! i'll drag my parents there again next time. and OMG LAVA CAKEEEE. ahhh i had a good dinner time and post dinner was cranky funny with my seaweed fringe because im not allowed to wash it for 2 days after perming. argh. i cant wait for the 48th hour to pass. its driving me insane how dirty and oily it feels.

another down

2010-12-09T02:40:00.000+08:00

ive finished watching Pasta too. trying to stall watching secret garden because its not done broadcasting yet. what else. what else!! what other good 2010 kdramas are there? ive watched bad guy, cinderella's sister, playful kiss (gave up half way), skks, my gf is gumiho, coffee house, prosecutor princess, personal preference, oh! my lady. Im currently watching Marry Me, Mary! hmmm. The Woman Who still wants to marry? Master of Study? Obstetrics and Gynecology Doctors? ahhhh. before this holiday ends i must earn money and enjoy. how is that possible!!! im not even physically looking for a job. HAHA.

permed!

2010-12-08T20:04:00.000+08:00

i permed my hair! haha. but dang. i hate my fringe now. i look funny. like im trying to act cute. and omfg. RETRIBUTION!!! retribution for commenting right in ek's face the hairstyle looked like poodle when she first permed...D: my bro did the same thing to me. D: D: D: ARGHHHH. well i dug my own grave. haha.

depressed

2010-12-06T16:14:00.000+08:00

AHHHHH D: i enjoyed sungkyunkwan scandal so much i cant find any better dramas to watch now.... i tried 2 episodes of king baker, kim tak gu. ARGH the prelude/intro was so long i got bored. i dont wanna sit thru the whole process of watching the child struggle during his adolescence, FML! tried watching glee season 2 too. first two episodes were great. with all the nice hit songs then episode 3!! OMG why of all topic must you touch religion!!??? going on abt god in the sacarstic dark humour isnt interesting. because i seriously have no interest or what so ever to do with god and his presence/absence. i had enough of that topic in philosophy ): so now im stuck. and i really need to find something to watch. any suggestions?

OMGGGG

2010-12-03T06:35:00.000+08:00

im so loving sungkyunkwan scandal. and OMG i just realized the actor playing the role of moon jae shin is yoo ah in. the yoo ah in from antique bakery! UWAAA. i totally didnt recognize him. the cute boy in antique and his role in skk was so different i couldnt match the faces. the mustache! oh my. and song joong ki! he looks like onew when he smiles and winks and looks like dongho when he smirks. my my. having so many eye candies in skk scandal makes me love it so much. and im worried what will happen to my soul after finishing the drama. will it be sucked away like how you're beautiful did to me? im already at episode 17... im both looking forward to it and sad that its coming to an end D:

self reflection

2010-12-02T17:32:00.002+08:00

i felt i should do some self reflection because i have not been a good girl lately. lol. okay lets be serious. well, do i come off as easy and cheap when i club? that's the question. and honestly, to a certain extent i do feel that way. omg. that's real bad. its not like i club a lot since i only met the age limit one year ago. is it the way i dance? J say im not discerning and i dont look before dancing with pple. i thot i could just dance my own dance and not care abt those pple. i mean, im not like seducing them or anything what. i was just enjoying myself. C said before too, sth abt the way i dance. is it that bad? but honestly, i don rmb the faces i saw and danced next to the moment i leave that spot. ok that sounds like a slut. oh man, this is severe problem.

celebration

2010-11-30T01:41:00.001+08:00

WHEEEE korean drama marathon starts NOW! HAHAHA. SKK Scandal, Flame of Ambition, Secret Garden and my very fave Marry Me, Mary!!! WHEEEEE~ ^^ there's no words to describe how glad i am that my exams are finally over. i can now slouch in the couch, and become a couch potato!! and OMG! party like there's no tomorrow. action starts on 1st. anybody wanna book me for the days after that? 25th and 27th-28th booked. hmmm. i should get a job. or my savings will not be able to fund all that holiday activities. oh and i wanna go sentosa suntan play volleyball...

BB COMEBACK!!!!

2010-11-28T23:31:00.001+08:00

okay here's the deal. 15thDEC gd and top releasing a duet album!! AHHHHH. DOUBLE COMBO.
1stFEB2011 BIGBANG COMEBACK!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. lol. i cant calm down to study for philosophy exam tomorrow. GEE GEE GEE BABYBABY! hahah

slow poke

2010-11-28T00:59:00.000+08:00

ok i know im really slow. but somehow i was not interested in a bunch of guys that look as young as me. haha. but after watching shinee guesting on maknae rebellion im interested. hahhaa. they are as crazy as jaebum and bigbang when they first debut!! i like dorky funny insane and energetic idols that do no lose their energy. or start hiding them when they are in front of the camera. but i also know it is impossible to ask for the idols to stay innocent and carefree so they can continue showing that adorkable side. okay so i like key and onew. they are both so funny!!! I LOVE DORKS <3 AHHAHHHAAHA. so looking forward to 1st of DEC:D PARTAY TIMEEEE.

[MV HD] 스탠딩 에그 (Standing Egg) - Kiss

2010-11-28T00:42:00.000+08:00

the next time i go to Korea i'll just hang out at hongdae everyday!! HAHAH. their indie bands are so good!! even though i've never heard the music, im drawn to it. and the vocals:D wow. are singapore gigs half as good? i should go find out..hmmm.

DJ HYUK's K-POP NIGHT VOL.5 @ Club ArcH " Haru Haru 하루하루 / BIG BANG "

2010-11-27T02:01:00.000+08:00

they should have this in singapore. seriously. it'll be so fun. and its like a kpop fan's world in that club. WHOOO~

a thousand things

2010-11-26T18:18:00.000+08:00

there are a thousand things better to do without using the internet. things that i should be doing but i never do. and i am further proving that point by writing this post. yes, im going to close the mozilla firefox window after this because i know there is nothing more to do online. yes, i actually admitted that fact long ago but stubbornness plus addiction has stopped me from carrying out my original plan. yes, im angry with myself. but no, i never change. and i probably should. because i know what is wrong. severely wrong. so what is lacking that makes it so difficult? im sure you're bored of seeing this type of post because im bored of writing it too. 4 more days. lets hope it wont appear again.

LOVING MANHWA

2010-11-26T15:54:00.001+08:00

hahahah. im so loving manhwa. because they have such beautiful drawings :D and pretty looking characters. haha. im such a bimbo. and this time the story is interesting too. about making money!! HAHAHA. that's a first. MAX is a new korean manga i just found and its really NEW. they only have 8 chapters so far. but the topic they deal with is something ive never read before. i guess that is why it caught my attention. hmmm. i should stop wasting time. 2 more papers to go and then.... HOORAYYYY. LETS GO PARTY AND WORK THIS BODY~ HAHA. btw, that is 2ne1's song lets go party. i didnt make up that sentence.

new manga

2010-11-25T19:07:00.005+08:00

i just found a new manga called Nineteen, Twenty One.

It has really pretty drawings and ITS COLORED!! ahahha, really important because most manga scanlations stopped being colored and coloring really makes a whole lot of difference! especially for a manga that has really beautiful drawings. i swear! yaksuk! or how ever you're supposed to spell it. it is a korean manga a.k.a manhwa by the way. but its translated. and its cats related:D the drawings are detailed and the cats!! so cute and alive-looking. go see if you have the time:)

[ENG] Maknae Rebellion EP12 (100123) [1/7]

2010-11-25T16:14:00.001+08:00

abso-freaking-lutely entertaining! HAHAHAA. i laughed like mad in my house because of this. im pretty sure the whole block could hear this monsterous scary laughter coming out from somewhere. plus the sky so dark. i think all the kids living in this block think 5th floor stays a evil witch. AHAHHA. but this episode of maknae rebellion is so hilarious and keeps me running on high adrenaline rush! i bet the next episode will be just as good. its making me like shinee!!! gosh. onew is so funny in his own way. hAHA. and key diva! taemin too! he's so determine to sing well even though everyone else was laughing and talking in the background. wow. im impressed:D

hair hair hair

2010-11-24T04:22:00.000+08:00

previously i was contemplating a new hair do. so androgynous or long and wavy? but joze say my hair will be too short to perm and probably end up like ek's ahjummah/poodle mix. i dont want the permed hair to be anywhere near shoulder length. gotta at least be near the bra line to be nais.. then if i cut androgynous i'll end up looking like boy. so all my dresses will go to waste and i'll probably just be butch. would you want me if im a butch? LOL. nahh just a random thought. HAHA. OH SHAT! i should be sleeping. obviously my previous post didnt manage to wake me up. haha.

>:(

2010-11-24T03:28:00.000+08:00

having no exams tomorrow doesnt mean you can stop studying and sleep late tonight, wenqing! can't you see the exams are eating you up soon? at least ghost realizes that his in deep shit.

ive been snatching lots of images off google recently. getting bored of just writing. realizing that pictures acty make the place easier to look at. and saves my time from having to find something to write. HAHA.

contradictory

2010-11-23T04:07:00.001+08:00

im contradicting myself. i like to say or do things that i ultimately do not approve of. things that i end up regretting.
we'll never be friends. because, in the end, i dont trust you. im not pointing at you personally. but where i first met you. and every one else with whom our relationships originating from that place. i'll never learn to trust. because ive already built up a wall. im just dangling a carrot over it to pretend im amiable. but i dont know why i even dangle that carrot. itchy backside i guess? sorry for sending out the wrong message.
btw, im loving this blogskin. are you?

If your house was on fire and you could only grab three things, what would they be?

2010-11-22T17:37:00.001+08:00

Polaroid camera , phone and wallet. HAHA. i can't bare to leave that camera behind because its the most expensive thing ive paid for on my own >.<

ask me anything

What was the most interesting place you've traveled to?

2010-11-22T17:34:00.001+08:00

Czech with choir:D we went for a competition trip to Czech republic and Vienna Italy. My very first time traveling Europe and it is so beautiful!

ask me anything

me wants this

2010-11-22T16:30:00.004+08:00

how much would it cost to have one of this? where do i find one of this? is it even allowed on the roads of singapore? adorable, isn't it? totally cute. i want the red one(: and the next picture is just so cute. hahah. i'll be eating volkswagen everyday.

GD highhigh MV Party

2010-11-22T16:16:00.002+08:00

im in such crazy fan girl mood after watching this 10times. squealing everytime he comes up close to the camera. uwaaaa<3
and holiday festive mood is coming in as well. i need to get the exams over and done with so i can PARTAY!!! come on. bring it on. somehow im not even worried when i know ive not studied enough. what's boosting my confidence? or numbing my senses. lets hope its not a pit i'll fall into but a good sign that exams will go fine.